I have been struggling a lot lately, so I figured today is a great day to write down some things that I wish. Things my mental illness steals from me. I have Borderline Personality Disorder, Bipolar II Disorder, and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. To be honest, it is miserable to live in my brain. I don’t recommend it, but here’s a little insight into what goes on in here. 1. I wish I could let shit go, rather than replay it over and over in my brain. Unfortunately, it’s always there. Every time I upset someone. Every time there’s a conflict. Every time I feel badRead More →

This post is going to be very long, and very heavy. It is going to cover some very intense material. I strongly encourage you to read through to the end. <3 Approximately 20-25% of homeless Americans have mental illness. Approximately 600,000 people are homeless (564708 on a specific night in January 2015). That means that an estimated 150,000 people are homeless and with a mental illness. The statistics on how many people are homeless because of their mental illness have not (at least that I could find) been measured, however mental illness was listed as one of the top three reasons for homelessness in 2008. If you haven’tRead More →

This is a content notice for this post. There will be lots of talk about depression and self-harm. If you are having suicidal (or self-harming!) thoughts, please call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline at 1-800-273-8255 or text “Go” to 741-741 to reach the Crisis Text Line If you’re still open to reading this, keep going after this hilarious renaming of animals. I’m particularly fond of the Majestic Sea Flap Flap. I started doing theater in the second grade. From there, I moved to a solo career, singing at a talent show that brought people to their feet. Then choir, where solos came my way quiteRead More →

Hellooooooo my loves. I hope you’ve been well. I had a great time over my birthday, and I even had a birthday party that turned into an “adult swim” after the kids had gone to bed. I’ve had a few doctors appointments after that (remind me to write a post about the Mirena), which is why I’ve been so silent. All in all, 26 is shaping up to be a damn fine year. Which brings us to the less lovely part of my post. Unfortunately, the past few months I’ve been hiding something from you all. Part of this is the fact that despite posting andRead More →

I have one lung. I live with mental illness. I do this amazing Frisky Fairy stuff. I am trying to go back to school. I’m busy. Parts of my life need me to consistently manage my spoons in order to continue doing the things I love. What are spoons, you ask? Well if you haven’t read the original post yet, do so now. I talk about spoons a lot when I’m talking about my life and so, the short answer when asking about the Spoon Theory is this: The spoon theory is a model used by some disabled people and people with chronic illness toRead More →

Hello darlings! This is NOT an April Fool’s post. Because I fucking HATE April Fool’s day, because I’m super gullible (I’m looking at you Fun Factory Orgasmia *heartbreak*). This post does have a giveaway, and a quick update about where I’m at! In case you missed it, I busted my butt at Catalyst Con East! I had such an amazing time, and I cannot wait until the next con! Check out a photo from my panel with the flawless Dirty Lola, the divine Andrea Renae, and the sensational Dylan Thomas. While I was out, I heard word that one of my FAVORITE sex toy companies (Crave) was releasingRead More →

Trigger Warning: Graphic Descriptions of Self Harm I’d like to apologize in advance for harshing on your holiday groove because this is not a happy post. I debated for quite some time about even sharing this post, and I’ve looked at it a number of times and considered scrapping the whole fucking thing. My partners have encouraged me to post it, as they feel (and so do I) that the topic is not something that is discussed enough, and ought to be given more attention. I’m posting this over the holidays because for me, the holidays are often marked with anxiety, family arguments, stress, andRead More →

I will not tolerate abusive or harassing behavior on my site. My site, my rules. Don’t like it? GTFO. This is to serve as both a trigger warning and a warning about NSFW language and/or images. If you are having thoughts of suicide or self-harm, please, click here or contact the national suicide hotline at  1-800-273-8255. For help finding affordable mental health services, click here. I know that this doesn’t necessarily deal with sex, but I believe it is incredibly important to discuss. When we die, there is often a note about how we died that gets attached to our stories. Those pieces of our lives, of our deaths,Read More →